Coriander leaf drawing

Dec 07, 2021 - 11:00PM

the way there's really 0 info about her loving women on the whole internet except ~30s of an interview smh

Dec 07, 2021 - 5:44PM

2022 la défaite des homosexuel.les :(

Dec 07, 2021 - 11:38AM

archives archives archives

Dec 06, 2021 - 4:58PM

anne sylvestre & her gf

Dec 06, 2021 - 12:49PM

actually nvm i have no expectations so technically it's already living up

Dec 06, 2021 - 12:49PM

when will france live up to my expectations

Dec 05, 2021 - 12:05AM

with some people things really don't work like any sentence either of you say turn into conflict

Dec 04, 2021 - 9:46PM

anne sylvestre!!! her mind!!!

Dec 04, 2021 - 9:45PM

n'oublie pas ma dauphine à quel point je t'aimais

Dec 03, 2021 - 7:41PM

toast

Dec 01, 2021 - 11:23PM

lots of thoughts! none of them make sense! all of them loud!

Dec 01, 2021 - 11:22PM

i think maybe one should deal with their own guilt by oneself without necessarily trying to get confirmation from the other person whether or not they should feel guilty or not like idk

Dec 01, 2021 - 10:44PM

but he's the only one i can tell!! the only one i can rant to!! the only one i trust because what's the worse that could happen after that!! who else do i turn to!! i'm going to scream!!

Dec 01, 2021 - 5:58PM

nov-dec is the spotify blindspot. listen to that bad song on repeat. no one will know.

Nov 30, 2021 - 10:08AM

gbg: negative degrees

me: no haiiiir

Nov 27, 2021 - 9:58PM

first reading went so well!! everyone is a sweetheart!!

Nov 26, 2021 - 7:48PM

no thoughts just a yearning for blue jupiters

Nov 26, 2021 - 4:29PM

si c'était le dernier snaps so hard even 12 years later

Nov 25, 2021 - 11:42PM

lina hurtig

Nov 25, 2021 - 5:09PM

busy being butch at the game

Nov 25, 2021 - 3:21PM

going to watch soccer with other butches

today is a win

Nov 24, 2021 - 5:20PM

can't stop listening to podcasts

Nov 24, 2021 - 2:23PM

the way french teaching languages is so against teaching people how to speak naturally & so for teaching people to speak like a book smh

Nov 21, 2021 - 6:22PM

we have so much more to live

Nov 21, 2021 - 4:42PM

think i just burned myself with shower water because of the contrast with the cold outside oopsy doopsy

Nov 20, 2021 - 1:27PM

au delà d'être une autrice incroyable en plus

Nov 20, 2021 - 1:26PM

fatima daas la plus belle vraiment

Nov 20, 2021 - 12:56PM

forever grateful for olive oil

Nov 20, 2021 - 12:54PM

forever grateful for the cnrtl

Nov 20, 2021 - 12:52PM

oh gosh i haven't driven in a while oops

Nov 19, 2021 - 3:13PM

imagine this working out though

Nov 18, 2021 - 2:59PM

i just received an email, read it, & proceeded to reply to it instantly. so yeah, you could say i'm doing alright.

Nov 16, 2021 - 3:40PM

why are cishet white guys always so obsessed with election politics

Nov 16, 2021 - 2:52PM

"personne utilise iel" more like you have no nb friends smh

Nov 16, 2021 - 10:26AM

thinking about the 10-page essay i wrote in a day

Nov 12, 2021 - 3:22PM

the sweetness of responsibilities resolving themselves >>>

Nov 12, 2021 - 1:55PM

brain no understandy

Nov 11, 2021 - 10:26PM

oh to be gone

Nov 11, 2021 - 10:25PM

i don't want him to be my person anymore but anytime anything happens he's the only one i think of telling

Nov 11, 2021 - 5:57PM

naps

Nov 10, 2021 - 5:38PM

give me the gentleness of friends pls

Nov 09, 2021 - 10:24PM

artists be like "idk how i feel about you" & then exploit your relationship for artistic potential

Nov 09, 2021 - 10:13PM

imagine not thinking about anything

Nov 09, 2021 - 9:00PM

do all artists feel like they're lying?

Nov 09, 2021 - 5:19PM

0 nouvelles de mes potes ahahaha oh well

Nov 09, 2021 - 5:12PM

i just want to be somebody's reason to think thank god for lesbians

Nov 09, 2021 - 11:21AM

i'm going to scream

Nov 09, 2021 - 11:21AM

i've eaten way too much toast these past days

Nov 06, 2021 - 1:46PM

every three months my life repeats but in a new setting this is fun

Nov 06, 2021 - 10:00AM

the problem is i know all the moves

Nov 05, 2021 - 10:15PM

en fait hâte d'être une vieille dame & d'écouter je suis une vieille dame en buvant du thé & en pensant à anne sylvestre qui sera morte depuis longtemps mais encore dans mes oreilles

Nov 05, 2021 - 10:08PM

when in doubt, don't do that

Nov 05, 2021 - 10:07PM

things i want: to run

Oct 28, 2021 - 1:53PM

want to scream

Oct 25, 2021 - 3:13PM

when it doubt, do something

Oct 23, 2021 - 3:29PM

back to being mad at how incapable of having feelings for people i've become >:(

Oct 22, 2021 - 11:10AM

20 bucks le petit mont d'or mon cœur pleure

Oct 21, 2021 - 9:42AM

sleeping with a pile of clothes at the end of my bed so i can pretend the weight is a cat sleeping by my side

Oct 19, 2021 - 8:28PM

stop thinking honey

Oct 19, 2021 - 8:23PM

why is this so complicated ohlala

Oct 19, 2021 - 7:41PM

"i have an idea" is my least favorite sentence

Oct 18, 2021 - 10:51PM

about to create my character's apartment on the sims because i am Dedicated To Writing or something like that

Oct 18, 2021 - 5:20PM

moomin butch

Oct 18, 2021 - 2:45PM

really f4cking played myself on this one smh

Oct 18, 2021 - 9:34AM

the highschool drama NEVER ENDS

Oct 17, 2021 - 11:27AM

love looking at mouth diagrams trying to figure out how to make sounds

Oct 14, 2021 - 11:31PM

manifesting people accepting my rs translations

Oct 14, 2021 - 9:59PM

the way my brain goes back to the oa all the damn time

Oct 14, 2021 - 2:53PM

"ask the hard questions" i repeat after reading my costar, as i ask impossible & useless grammatical clarifications in class

Oct 14, 2021 - 2:42PM

purée c'est trop dur je m'endors

Oct 14, 2021 - 2:11PM

thinking about k3x

Oct 14, 2021 - 12:54PM

anyways, names: pretty cool

Oct 14, 2021 - 12:54PM

thinking about how in miraculous le papillon gives their names to the villains & so the power kinda resides in the names

Oct 13, 2021 - 8:00PM

"looking forward to it," she wrote, completely shitting her pants.

Oct 13, 2021 - 7:37PM

forgot you had to poet to be a poet

Oct 13, 2021 - 7:34PM

hadn't listened to flatboi in a while but it is exactly tonight's mood

Oct 12, 2021 - 11:06PM

merci le mousqueton

Oct 12, 2021 - 8:08PM

thinking about her & her voice (eva)

Oct 12, 2021 - 6:04PM

thinking about her (anne sylvestre)

Oct 11, 2021 - 10:35PM

i will forever have so much tenderness in my heart for her

Oct 11, 2021 - 8:50PM

je suis le pa pi llon

Oct 11, 2021 - 7:16PM

"you can't just be with someone because you don't want to hurt them"

Oct 11, 2021 - 10:44AM

book out book out book out

Oct 10, 2021 - 9:58PM

donnez maison d'édition qui publie de la poésie en traduction grrr

Oct 10, 2021 - 9:01PM

want to delete the whole end part i wrote a few days back it just doesn't fIT

Oct 10, 2021 - 5:57PM

must we really live, & i hate to say this, in a society?

Oct 10, 2021 - 5:33PM

book out tomorrow wtf

Oct 09, 2021 - 7:40PM

too many things to do aaaah

Oct 08, 2021 - 3:20PM

when someone criticizes the book you recommended them & you feel like their esteem of you has probably plummeted & now they hate you

Oct 08, 2021 - 11:34AM

about to take two extra courses for next semester because i, indeed, am capable of studies

Oct 08, 2021 - 10:37AM

book out on monday book out on monday

Oct 06, 2021 - 9:14PM

numbed out about that cancer shit

Oct 04, 2021 - 9:57PM

book printed book printed book printed

Oct 04, 2021 - 5:25PM

thinking about how one of the first things the girl i met with yesterday told me was that she expected me to be taller :))

Oct 03, 2021 - 12:39AM

omar rudberg? a sweetheart

Oct 02, 2021 - 10:59AM

grave la flemme là en fait oops

Oct 01, 2021 - 12:17PM

thinking about archives

Oct 01, 2021 - 11:42AM

he left them!!!!

Oct 01, 2021 - 11:31AM

my kitchen-mate moved out i hope he left the nems in the freezer

Sep 30, 2021 - 3:47PM

things go fast oh no

Sep 28, 2021 - 1:40PM

iels ont dit ok pour une lesbienne mais faudrait pas trop la voir quand même >:(

Sep 28, 2021 - 1:40PM

the lesbian content in l'amour est dans le pré is severely lacking c'est scandaleux

Sep 28, 2021 - 12:35PM

i'm jealous because he gets to go on with his *** **** & i'm stuck

Sep 27, 2021 - 6:44PM

no thoughts only love for my friends

Sep 27, 2021 - 4:14PM

thinking about him (le piercing à l'arcade)

Sep 27, 2021 - 11:45AM

the take on asking pronouns in french is usually "don't & just listen to how people gender themselves" but that can't translate well into english so hm

Sep 26, 2021 - 9:20PM

feeling, what do you call it, joy?

Sep 26, 2021 - 10:29AM

how many languages can i cram into this little brain of mine?

Sep 25, 2021 - 7:24PM

people!! so good!! love seeing real life people in the flesh!!

Sep 24, 2021 - 10:25PM

had a realization about why i'm writing this novel & it just proved once again that i have 0 control over my art & my art has all control over me

Sep 24, 2021 - 6:46PM

oh no my draft email got deleted now i'm back to square one of emailing a therapist

Sep 24, 2021 - 5:29PM

fourchette sternale

Sep 24, 2021 - 1:14PM

y'a des genxes vraiment je vous adore!!!

Sep 23, 2021 - 8:01PM

watching the circle only for the beautiful gay/lesbian solidarity it gives me

Sep 23, 2021 - 10:26AM

my grammar teacher is such a sweetheart

Sep 21, 2021 - 6:16PM

can you rent puzzles?

Sep 21, 2021 - 12:28PM

getting back into dating*

*learning a new language on the cursed owl app

Sep 21, 2021 - 11:12AM

imagine feeling comfortable looking into someone's eyes lmao

Sep 20, 2021 - 8:55PM

making zines with too many colors again cause i just love the fact they get absolutely fucked up when printed :))

Sep 20, 2021 - 6:44PM

yeah maybe i do miss the times of waiting in the cold in front of the l****** & the meetings until late

yeah maybe my brain is romanticizing that part of my life like it does with every other part of my past

Sep 20, 2021 - 5:14PM

miss hugging my tall friends

Sep 20, 2021 - 11:26AM

i want to make art that is full of rest but unfortunately all i write about is grrrr

Sep 20, 2021 - 10:44AM

thinking about the ocean (obsessively)

Sep 20, 2021 - 9:44AM

donnez plage svp

Sep 19, 2021 - 3:40PM

i need to talk to him about The Thing & i ✨ don't want to at all ✨

Sep 19, 2021 - 1:13PM

going through my notes app to write out au propre the poems i got on there is Not Fun!! so many emotions!! gross!!

Sep 17, 2021 - 9:03PM

you may not need memory to survive but you probably need it to live huh

Sep 17, 2021 - 9:45AM

leos on my mind

Sep 16, 2021 - 2:08PM

you can tell how dedicated i was to that relationship by the fact there are four (4) songs in my playlist about her

Sep 16, 2021 - 1:08PM

correction: is creative nonfiction just real-life fanfiction?

Sep 16, 2021 - 12:44PM

is fiction just real-life fanfiction?

Sep 16, 2021 - 12:30PM

so many new thoughts

all tech people

intimidating

Sep 15, 2021 - 1:52PM

does chuck e cheese still exist?

Sep 15, 2021 - 10:16AM

melancholia

Sep 15, 2021 - 10:13AM

about to have a class in a language i do! not! understand

Sep 14, 2021 - 9:33PM

lesbians winning

Sep 14, 2021 - 5:43PM

coming home is the softest phrase

Sep 14, 2021 - 10:04AM

oh to watch ghibli movies with someone you feel safe with

Sep 13, 2021 - 10:08AM

should i have stayed? should i have?

Sep 13, 2021 - 10:05AM

sometimes i think the only reason i'm here is because it was the next step

Sep 12, 2021 - 9:09PM

the himbo chronicles

Sep 12, 2021 - 4:42PM

thinking about how chickens' heads don't move

Sep 11, 2021 - 9:14PM

wish the walls weren't so thin they echo

Sep 11, 2021 - 5:11PM

what if we held hands,, & watched portrait de la jeune fille en feu,, & i could tell you all my favorite quotes from it,,

Sep 11, 2021 - 1:17PM

calling my friends >>>

Sep 11, 2021 - 12:08AM

it's raining for the first time (or perhaps the first time while i'm awake?) since i've gotten here & it feels,, appropriate

Sep 10, 2021 - 8:00PM

it feels like this year is just about me preparing to go back

Sep 10, 2021 - 7:24PM

sorry i can't come to the party i'm * checks notes * working on a novel?

Sep 09, 2021 - 9:56PM

what if men just stopped

Sep 09, 2021 - 9:28AM

dreamt i was with them & then when a left the other a cried in my arms & told me she loved me

Sep 08, 2021 - 2:25PM

men are so annoyinggg

Sep 07, 2021 - 8:39PM

didn't see the atlantic this year that's why sad

Sep 07, 2021 - 8:36PM

also remember when i showed her around my hometown?? incredible

Sep 07, 2021 - 8:36PM

sometimes i remember t w is blurbing my next chap & like htf wow

Sep 07, 2021 - 2:03PM

lmao what if i actually want to live in france though

Sep 07, 2021 - 12:15PM

lesbians!

Sep 06, 2021 - 7:58PM

kinda wish i was drinking wine & talking nonsense with her again

Sep 05, 2021 - 8:12PM

(linguistics is definitely ruining my brain)

Sep 05, 2021 - 8:12PM

idk grammar's kinda cool actually

Sep 05, 2021 - 6:53PM

rien me réjouit plus que voir les traductions de la petite dernière sortir une par une, i love fatima daas so much

Sep 05, 2021 - 1:02PM

thought of the day: butches

Sep 05, 2021 - 10:02AM

i can't believe my room smells like her perfume now this is what i get for taking home the little pschitt-pschitt-ed paper thingy from the perfume store

Sep 04, 2021 - 5:41PM

shoes too small or just too new?

Sep 03, 2021 - 3:30PM

never missed french so much as these days

Sep 03, 2021 - 2:55PM

the fact that tendre is both tender & reaching

Sep 02, 2021 - 1:45PM

alright maybe i do feel a little lonely but i can't be bothered to go out again today

Sep 01, 2021 - 11:12AM

i miss the people i didn't know that well at all which sUcks because it's not like i can reach out to them

Aug 30, 2021 - 8:56PM

seems that my floor is cereal-colored

Aug 30, 2021 - 8:53PM

vingt ans de ma vie à penser que c'était sous les soleils des tropiques but it was sunlights all this time

Aug 30, 2021 - 8:25PM

ensam

Aug 30, 2021 - 3:55PM

thinking about how they punched a bigot <3

Aug 30, 2021 - 11:25AM

no thoughts, only frustration at not being able to get the books i wanted from the library

Aug 29, 2021 - 6:06PM

so many blonds

Aug 29, 2021 - 2:01PM

streSSed

Aug 29, 2021 - 1:58PM

(yes i am thinking about names & languages & the self again)

Aug 29, 2021 - 1:58PM

weird having to introduce myself in english & so using my full first name after the past years of introducing myself in french with a shortened version of it

Aug 28, 2021 - 6:22PM

i am cOld i don't like this

Aug 26, 2021 - 5:40PM

every time i get a new tattoo i spend a few weeks really Feeling Myself like y'all i'm so hot it's incredible

Aug 25, 2021 - 11:54AM

love the idea of people reading my poems

but also

hate the idea of people reading my poems

Aug 23, 2021 - 5:28PM

i can't wait to bake pies & i hope the kitchen has an oven

Aug 23, 2021 - 5:25PM

every time i hug my friends it's one last hug before The Last Hug

it feels so scary getting old

Aug 21, 2021 - 10:06AM

thinking about her often (in a gay way)

Aug 20, 2021 - 1:15AM

erasure poems,,, more like erase me poems

Aug 20, 2021 - 1:15AM

erasure poems,,, i think about you a lot

Aug 17, 2021 - 2:35PM

the world is heavy. crying is good. i just want to nap now.

Aug 16, 2021 - 2:03PM

always hungry maybe i should make fries

Aug 16, 2021 - 1:10PM

gosh france is terrible i hate it here

Aug 12, 2021 - 8:50PM

thinking about leaving is terrifying. i would like to rest. preferably in the bed of someone i love, while they're in the room busy with something else. safety in their smell & their presence.

i miss finding the notes you'd leave me in the morning.

Aug 12, 2021 - 2:32PM

clothes bring me but little joy

Aug 10, 2021 - 8:15PM

i'm getting obsessed with how to code websites damn

Aug 10, 2021 - 2:25PM

sorry can't come to the phone rn, i'm rethinking all my artistic persona

Aug 10, 2021 - 2:12PM

i keep forgetting the pasta water

Aug 10, 2021 - 2:10PM

lots of thoughts. brain on loop


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